Stars refuse to shine

What is there?

It is a strange feeling. So deep inside. A setback? Upset? Tired? Sick? or...

I just don't feel good. Mixed feelings that has been bothering me the whole day.

What is wrong with me?

sigh~

Cheer up please!
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Home

My family paints a big picture called "reality".

I have seen the real world through my family members, particularly those my father's siblings. I saw more back-stabbings more than ever in this family. And it all comes to one motive, MONEY.

My dad had asked for kind help, to lend him some money (to solve his cashflow issues). If you are not willing to help, it is alright. But you don't have to tell granny about that. This uncle of mine, knows very well what the consequences are, yet money has driven this man mad. He did it. He told my granny. And now, she wants to withdraw medical fund set aside for my old man.

If she wants to withdraw, I have no say at all. It is her money after all. And my sisters believe they can solve the medical fees. But I am just disgusted by those despicable doings for those brothers. BLOOD RELATED BROTHERS!

Screw them. I shall see their retributions.

I just hope my old man's cashflow issue ain't too hugh to solve.

"Another winter day has come and gone away. Another bitter winter day has just arrived..."

Nothing to cheer
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Sunshine

I am beginning to like the winter in Brisbane. The air is cold, wind is breezy but the sun still shines. It warms you.

I didn't do well this semester. It may be considered "OK" results to others. But, to me, I am absolutely disappointed. I believe I can achieve something better than this.

I still have faith in myself and I do believe the sun still shines on me.

Sunshine
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Holiday?

I seriously think that the last two weeks were the one the worst holiday I ever had.

I just can't stand people whinning and whinning and WHINNING early in the morning. Well, maybe the apartment was not up to the standard that you were looking for, it's cheap! What can you ask more? Bad service? First of all, think of your attitude towards them.

And I just can't understand why people got to sleep that long hours. Australia has shorter daylight and you were on holiday. JUST GET YOUR BUM OUT OF BED EARLY!

What is up with these people?

(shaking my heads)

GREAT OCEAN ROAD.

During this 2 weeks, I enjoyed myself on my way to the Twelve Apostles. Four hours of driving journey, yet, I don't feel tired. I talked all the way with my senior. She is one perfect companion to travel.

We managed to catch the 8 apostles during sunset. How lucky we are to catch the glimpse of the collapsed apostle (one collapsed the day before, remaining 8). The sunset was magnificent and it still lingers in my mind.

And on that day, it was my first time to go up lighthouse at Cape Otway! Awesome!

Sunsetting
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