Departure

My grandpa departed on 7th April 07 (10.57 p.m.) at the age of 80. Some said he had a good life as he didn't work and he died of old age. My grandma is rather jealous. She mentioned that he was fortunate to have my dad to send him off at the funeral.

I don't have the same thoughts. If my grandpa leads a good life, he wouldn't be in the old folks home. He wouldn't be in hospital alone over CNY. And he suffered on deathbed.

I almost cried over 3 occasions. Once when he was put into the coffin, during the last night ritual and on the way to cemetery. But I held my tears tight.

Now, I am kinda afraid if the day comes for my dad...